TIRED!!
have not finish those revision i should complete then. STRESS!!
Feeling abit regret workin at this mean time.
really hope i can pass all my paper with good grade.

The 1 u love may not love u, the 1 who love u is the 1 u don love.
haha.. This is rather true.
Am i doin the right thing to cut tt 3 love bond?
No matter what, i cant retrieve it back anymore. its fate.
Although i don believe in fate, but it tends to malnipulate my life.
haha.

Yst chatted with jiashen for 3 hrs. He chat abt his past relationship. Wad he say seems to be wad we saw on tv. But i choose to believe. his pitch makes mi believe that he really love his ex. haha.
he wanna i give him a chance but in the mean time i think i cant fully commit into a relationship. I want to but the feel is not there yet.
I told him his chance isnt high at all, but he say he willin to try.
Is he lying to mi? i don noe should i believe him or not.
haha..

Y do i have so many these kind of knight comin to mi? cant i have a prince instead.
Y my expectation is so high? Hard to get.
haha..
i go study le!! =)

ppl say i look like child. But im nt.
ppl say i look immature . But im nt.
ppl say i lack confident. But im nt.

weird isnt it. hhaa..
Sometimes i really think tt over confident is terrible.
Being too over confident, i will start to sank. Sinking further n further.
theres a hard feelin. Y isnt mi? haha. But its true tt diff ppl will see diff ppl differently. haha.

Theres surely occur hard feelin when being left out.
Being quiet isnt mean angry but sad/dissapointment.
Being left out makes 1 feel being treat as 'under- dog'.

i also wan my 'glow'.
i wan to b admired.
i wan wad others hav.
i wan being the centre of attraction.
i wan i wan i wan.

hhaa... i neo im selfish.
so im really ok.
just feeling sentimental n tired.
=)

I just watched 'Tian shi qing ren'.
i cried.
Memories? wad r they? Y ppl tend to rmb those unhappy 1, those hurting 1? Y ppl don wanna cherish those happy moments? haha. Mayb memories r jokes. The fate is playing a prank wif human. Sometimes i really hate fate. Y cant chances overtake fates? haha. so funny. Sometimes i really hope tt im the miracle in life. I hope i wasnt control by fate. i wanna overtake fate. hahha..

Memories do hurt ppl sometimes. If i can choose, i wanna write off all my memory. haha. funny rit?

The more we wanna forget, we tend to bury memories deep inside our heart. This isnt overcome those memories tt we don wan to recall, tryin to forget will make us think more. Wad i wanna mean is tt, in order to overcome those memories tt will tresser us, we have to faced it. Not tryin to buried them.

Memories. haha. wad r they for? For us to upset? For us to ponder our mistakes? haah.

wad i believe is tt memories, will sometimes drive ppl to carry on moving. Sometimes it will lead ppl to isolate in their own world.

haha. im really ok. those r wad i think. i shall carry on my mugging.

i just saw lao gong- lin's blog! wad i can say is tt lin 'jia you'!! Its great tt yuan love her so much..so envy! Hope tt for them, everythings will turn up smoothly. i will always b their besties, their 'guardian'.

today i studies motivation n leadership theories. I cant really understand/remember those key point. haiz! Which means tonning session starts again. shackz!!

tml gt to work , gt to c tt lan's face. shackz! btw, last mon, i didnt short of any money. so happy! mayb because tt day lan wasnt there. tt day 'da jie' was in charge. haha.. i love ' da jie' haha. After tml i will b damn happy . haha. because lan goin back to malaysia , which means 'da jie' will b ard. YEAH.. hahah...

Lastly,for those friends who missed mi, i missed ur too. Pls wait for 2 weeks more, den i will b free to have fun with u guys. Do tc n gossip wad i misssed to mi when we meet.
N oso for those tt don have enough slp, do tc, health do matter.

=)

I tasting salty, bitterness n hotness in life. So tired. mayb 3 weeks ltr i will b playin hard to make a balance. haha

theres a 21 yr guy who i forgotten where i met proposed to mi last sat.He even say wanns have lots of babies wif mi.. haha.. so funny. Sometimes i wonder y some guys can spoke a word without realised it? haha..
i just find this guy a stalker. But at least i can feel his sincerity. So on fri i askin cin to acc mi to meet him for dinner. =) Hope theres nth will happen. haha.
However, i really hate it when he always called me 'sweeties'. i just don like. when smsing, his word is so chim tt theres no comma o full-stop. really don like it. haha


last week, i forgotten which day, cin n i went to cine n we saw nice dress top from korean. so beautiful. after my pay, den i will consider whether to buy o nt- decision making. haha..Apply accounting into my life. haha

yst i ask cin to help me purchased 3 tops online which only cost $18 in total. so cheap. haha.. Hope the transaction is approved. haha. N nt forgettin to tnx cin, love ya. muack!! haha.
tiredness filled up my day.

ltr theres 2 exam-styled pp for me to complete. N oso need to study my Planning, Control and Performance measurement. kambatek. haha

This song so nice. i wanna dedicate to SEASONS n all my lao po/lao gong!!!
enjoy!!
曲名：老婆
歌手：S.H.E
专辑：Play
作词:任家萱(Selina)
作曲:陈嘉桦(Ella)

从昨天 到今天
还有明天
感谢老天
让你们陪在我身边

爱的心 痛的心
等待的心
因为你们的拥抱
我很放心

当初见面的不安
彼此的探索
也许有些茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现
这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我

朋友 姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲
扶持与包容

老婆 老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

Today i went sch in the afternoon. Rush to work in the evening. So Tired!!!
Today i missed 1 ATM transaction. 'Loo gee'$10+.. which means minus from my salary abt $2+... arggggghhhhh!!!! cant lost $$ anymore... stay alert.. hahaa...

I dont know why but these few days i tend to wake up very late. Plan to wake up at 7am, ended up wake up at 9am. I even thought 9.45am = 10.45am,rushing here n there thinking im late. haha. Now i munching my bread. Later goin have lunch wif those girls.Getting FaT soon. haha.Sometimes i think im so blessed, my friends tend to treat mi like a little girl. haha..

k la.. gtg sch le.. c ya.

busy; busy; busy.
workin; studyin; no time for friends n family.
so tired.
all because of mi. haha

Today was under Lan- the supervisor + the 1 i detest.
so stressed under her. luckily didnt make much mistakes.
haha. But i think she goin to bad-mouth mi soon. haha. heck care ba.

hope tt thurs will b better.
hope tt i can pass all my 3 module this sem.
haha...
tc!!

hai.. gona start work on sat.. btw i workin as chashier at prime.. i noe the pay is low but i jus wanna kill time... although im already busy , very busy, n my exam is abt less then a month but i sometimes cant stop myself think alot.. so i choose to make myself more busy..

gona work on every mon, thur n sat.. every tue to fri, i gt sch.. den sat for family time n restin.. hhaha... =)

im glad tt cindy gona work wif mi.. n also alvin.. less afraid.. =)

ha.. im feeling empty deep inside when i saw a pic of he n a gal. Y? i shouldnt felt tt.. i no more love him but y feelin empty ? so wanting to noe how she look like ? omg.. but i confirm tts nt jealous but just wantin to compare ba.. haha.. no matter wad im feelin empty nw!!!

hmm... feelin q sad.
My words r worth nth to friends!
someother friends of urs convey the same meaning of mine , u believe rather den ,mine.. hhaa... its enough.. i shut up.. i m nt gd in expressing..

btw gt to work @ prime soon. im feelin both happy n sad.. y must it come in the mid of my exam? haha... nvm i think .. because im confident so i can make it d3.. both in studies n work.. =)

stupid consolidation accounting makin mi very blur, double blur. Must ask cat n maxi on wed. haha..

nw i givin myself an hr break.. so i must enjoy this 1 hr.. haha..
sw jia you!!!

Pisces - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring. Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met. You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with. Your negative traits: You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood. It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should. You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest. Your ideal partner: Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways Your dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners. Your seduction style: Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual. Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary. Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head. Tips for the future: Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen. Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love. Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one.. Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green Best day for a date: Friday

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

Basically these few days, my routine seems to be like sitting in a rollar coaster wif only 3/4 of its speed. But was tired!!
its already a long time since i was tt busy.. i rmb my last busy routine is 3 yrs back. haha.. But i somehow enjoy busy schedule.. haha

oya.. these few days when im in the train, theres always couple kissing n 'touchin' infront of mi.. i don gt it y?!! Y must one shows to others/public abt kissing n 'touchin'? haha.. i thinkin till nw, i can only accept hugging in public n nt anything else. haha.

hmmm.. c ya!! N ya .. dear friends, i may nt b able to go out wif ur but i wanna let ur noe tt ur r being missed by mi eventually.. haha =)

basically this week passed very fast mayb due to the tight schedule i have.
but luckily, happy to say tt yst i managed to watch spidermen 3 wif cindy.
tt show nt bad . N oso i manage to watch 200 pound beauty.. satisfic.. haha.
But TIRED!!! nt enough slp!!!!

i goin to do the bday card for mina on tml o sun ba.. hope tt i can do 1 fast n nice.
the time nw is 8.58pm, i just reached home.. gt alot of things to do .. tml gt to wake up at 5.30am.. sharks... mayb tonit i shall slp early.. pushin all my work to tml..

tc u ppl!!

The time nw is 6.27pm. Basically i just reached home from school. Later gt alot of stuff to do. But the moment i reached home i clear my drawer n table coz too messy le. I threw away 3 flowers n some odd stuff.. Im so sorry tt i threw away those things. But theres already no special meaning if i keep them le. Mayb throwin those away may b gd. The big Winnie the pooh in my hse is gettin dusty, i shall give him a bath this comin weekend if i spear the time.

omg.. so tiring. need to accomplish couple of stuff by today.

Next week is my buddy bday. Maxi bought the present le.. tnx gdness.. Hmm.. den i shall do the bday card-DIY!!! hahah... Most prob will b doin this comin sat. haha..

okok..i go do my stuff le.. =)

Finally recover from tt detestable fever.. Finally don need to eat medicine ..
Im so happy..tnx to all sauve n babe for ur regards.. love u ppl..=)

basically yst slp at 3++ am , wake up @ 9++ am. Meet jing for shopping spree but i must keep track of my budget.. I WANNA work..
Don noe y, we shop until no where to go .. haha.. Mayb next time we will shop oversea for weeks den return home ba.. hahah

erm.. tml gt class yet ppl keep askin mi whether tml free.. haiz.. so sad .. tml will b a tiring day 4 mi.. shacks!! But im happy tt i m nt being forgotten.. haha.

tonit i gt to slp late again.. Need to accomplish my assignment for today.. really hope tt tml i wont fall aslp in class.. haha

JOAN TANG.
there's nothing wrong with mi!.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
I will live proudly .

♥School attended/attending: ♥XNPS , ♥JVSS ,♥ FTC KAPLAN CITY CAMPUS.
♥When was she born?? *20thmarch. *pisces.
♥What is her email address?? *joan_tang88@hotmail.com
She is =perfectionist?
= Good listener?
= quiet?
= friendly?
= ambitious?
= greedy !!( refer to my desire list! )
= sturbborn?

♥ SING
♥ Sleep
♥ Camping
♥ Eat
♥ Watch Youtube
♥ 飞轮海
♥ S.H.E
♥ 古天乐
♥ 林俊杰
♥ 小猪
♥ 偶像剧
♥ 杨晨琳
♥ 东城卫
♥ 贺军祥
♥ 好音乐
♥ Winnie the Pooh
♥ Pigglet
♥ My SEASONS SISTERS
(foong, jing, min and qi)
♥ My FRIENDS
( all who know me!)
♥ My lao pos
( yilin, S.T., cindy, lijing)
♥ My FTC gals!!
(caterine, maxi, mina, liu ye, carol and sukano)
♥ My lao gongs
(yilin)
♥ My Family members
♥ Drink HOT Green tea
♥ SUSHI
♥ Chocolates
♥ Musics
♥ Babies
♥ Aminals
♥ Sports

X Eat Yam
X betrayer
X stalker
X Liar
X Empty promises
X Cold Green Tea
X Loney
X left out
X Insects especially 'xiao qiang'

% jeans skirt
% True love
% Dress
% MORE NEW outfit
% MORE T-shirts
% BOOTS
% High heel
% shade
% a new spectacle
% Yoga lesson
% kick- boxin lesson
% Hip Hop dancing
% japanese lesson
% Pass my CAT n ACCA well
% Score Dinstinction in yr 2008/9
% Being more 'click' wif my friends
% Participate in volunteer work befor 2011
% reduce my weigh to 46kg
% New wallet
% Get a job
% Have a Levis jeans
% Get tanned
% Be more confident
% hair permed
% eyebrow trimmed
% frinch cut
% nokia6288
% video camera
% Perfume
% Get married in 2012
% get a new job