friends? buddies? sisters?
wad r they actually?
i m getting lost.
cant find any definition.

some will only need u when they feel bored, throw u aside when they found new clicks.
some treasure u like god, backstabbed u when u unnoticed.
some wanna break the chain of friendship ard u.to make u unpopular.
haha.

love? crush? soulmate?
wad r they now?

some just hope tt theres som1 beside n only wan to b love.
some keep everything away from the party n being selfish.
some jus wanna have sex, don wan commitment.
hahah.

how i wish i can find at least 1 'lao po'. some1 who understands mi. some1 who will correct mi. some1 who dare to say im wrong. haha

how i wish i can find my prince/knight. who can/will motivates mi. who can lend mi a helpin hand when im down. who adore mi n love mi. I must also love him. haha.
im nt despo. its jus tt im really very tired in life. i lost my motivation from no where. now,i tired n wanna to b selfish. i don wan any any promises, i jus need a shoulder for mi to rest. haha..

now, i have learn to b selfish. last time i never wana to b selfish but i shouldered too many things. im tired.

in the past i never thought of any love, any true friendship. i always thought im a nobody. i even thought of endin my life ealier when i no more can move on. i always put on a independent mask.

recently, i thought alot. theres admire, theres sisters n friends.
the feelin is so unrealistic. no idea why. im scared to step forward. scared to confide. haha

now, im nowhere again. theres no confident n energy left for mi to move on.tired.
its not tt i think alot. but im really tired. feel like slpin n nt wakin up. haha. im nt negative but really tired.

gtg to work.

JOAN TANG.
there's nothing wrong with mi!.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
I will live proudly .

♥School attended/attending: ♥XNPS , ♥JVSS ,♥ FTC KAPLAN CITY CAMPUS.
♥When was she born?? *20thmarch. *pisces.
♥What is her email address?? *joan_tang88@hotmail.com
She is =perfectionist?
= Good listener?
= quiet?
= friendly?
= ambitious?
= greedy !!( refer to my desire list! )
= sturbborn?

♥ SING
♥ Sleep
♥ Camping
♥ Eat
♥ Watch Youtube
♥ 飞轮海
♥ S.H.E
♥ 古天乐
♥ 林俊杰
♥ 小猪
♥ 偶像剧
♥ 杨晨琳
♥ 东城卫
♥ 贺军祥
♥ 好音乐
♥ Winnie the Pooh
♥ Pigglet
♥ My SEASONS SISTERS
(foong, jing, min and qi)
♥ My FRIENDS
( all who know me!)
♥ My lao pos
( yilin, S.T., cindy, lijing)
♥ My FTC gals!!
(caterine, maxi, mina, liu ye, carol and sukano)
♥ My lao gongs
(yilin)
♥ My Family members
♥ Drink HOT Green tea
♥ SUSHI
♥ Chocolates
♥ Musics
♥ Babies
♥ Aminals
♥ Sports

X Eat Yam
X betrayer
X stalker
X Liar
X Empty promises
X Cold Green Tea
X Loney
X left out
X Insects especially 'xiao qiang'

% jeans skirt
% True love
% Dress
% MORE NEW outfit
% MORE T-shirts
% BOOTS
% High heel
% shade
% a new spectacle
% Yoga lesson
% kick- boxin lesson
% Hip Hop dancing
% japanese lesson
% Pass my CAT n ACCA well
% Score Dinstinction in yr 2008/9
% Being more 'click' wif my friends
% Participate in volunteer work befor 2011
% reduce my weigh to 46kg
% New wallet
% Get a job
% Have a Levis jeans
% Get tanned
% Be more confident
% hair permed
% eyebrow trimmed
% frinch cut
% nokia6288
% video camera
% Perfume
% Get married in 2012
% get a new job