Had a dream yst.its so real.
haha. i cant explain the feel here.
so un-believeable. haha

today gt to noe tt derrick de grandma who r healthy passed away while slpin.
y? how? omg!!

i miss her. miss her very much. i miss my grandma.
i don noe hw to express this feelin of mine.
wad i can do is miss her in my heart.
feel her with my heart.
love her with my heart.

i goin slp nw. so tired.

lastly, i find tt i miss him. nt tt person but the other person.
the 1 tt no1 know i admire him. the 1 i cant tell my friends.
hope he doin fine.hope we will meet 1 day. hope he still rmb mi.

really goin slp nw.

You Are a Flashy Red Bra!

Outgoing, friendly, and fascinating. You're a charmer, with your pick of the men. But you want a man who's as magnetic as you are. You need someone who can keep up with your all night gab fests!

You Are Cereal

Playful and lighthearted, breakfast is likely your favorite meal of the day. (In fact, you're probably the type who sneaks cereal as a midnight snack.) Your culinary skills are probably a bit lacking... and you are a sucker for junk food. Some people accuse you of eating like a kid, but you prefer to think of yourself as low maintenance.

You Are 58% Perfectionist

No one would call you a perfectionist, but you definitely have a side of you that strives to be perfect. Try to see your mistakes as learning experiences, and don't be so hard on yourself when you screw up!

hmm, in the early afternoon i n my friend went for hair cut.
the end product i don really like it. don noe y my cousin n i feel tt last time de nicer. wad i noe is tt after the stylist finish cuttin, my face black until omg. don noe whether she notice. haha. hmm, anyway i cant undo it so let it be lol. but somehow feel dissapointed.. ha. let it grow longer i shall cut again. haha.

diff ppl even stylist gt diff view. maybe mine n the stylist view is diff. so forget abt it. omg, this shows hw fussy i m. haha.

went for movie- harry potter wif my cousins. i almost cried out when the wolf man die. hahha. so ps. haha. after the movie, we went for pastamania again. haha. jing, u rmb our always dine in restaurant?. haha. den back home. lastly i love wad i was wearing today. so the like shooting drama. hah

tts all for today! haha

im so unlucky lately.
omg, don noe whether it is because i trimmed my eye brow.
so sickening.
today i forget to void 1 $19 payment. ended up more need to pay up.omg.
waste my time working.
hmmm. i've decided, if the hq allowed the void i will continue workin. if nt, i shall quit. hahaa.


tts all for today.

today i almost fall asleep in lecture. haha
the lecture is abt taxation. so dry n damn boring.
today is my 2nd lesson abt tax.both lesson makin mi more n more sianz.
so many rules to follow. omg. i didnt even listen to any lesson. mayb 1 day i shall read up aLL @ 1 shoot. haha.

luckily after class we gals n guys goin ps. if nt today will be dammy boring.
hmm. we have an early celebration of ye's bday. haha. the cake is nice.haha. blueberry cake. haha. i love cake. hmm, jing wheres my cake? haha. jkin la.

hmm, i somehow gt a feelin tt maxi n mina are tryin to match-make mi n derrick. don noe whether this feelin is rit o nt. but let mi tell u, he isnt my cup of tea. he is a gd brother but nt other else. REALLY h0pe tt i was too sensitive. hhaa.
after cake session, we went for neoprint lol. haha. everytime takin neoprint wif them, my hair was tied up. so the nan kan lol. but the print end up look ok lol. haha. nt too bad. haha. den off we go. back to hm. haha

hmm, in the train on the way back hm, i saw a couple so sweet lol.tt gal was slpin on the guy's shoulder for a very long journey. tt guy didnt even move a little. even his phone ring, he didnt move abit to answer. omg, they so sweet. will i meet some1 like tt?? haha.

hmm, alvin went for op today. gd luck for him. =)
hope tt i can find my prince soon. im so tired. i need a 'junction' to let mi lean on nw. =)

hmm.
1st mth of work i lost abt $10 due to nets payment. My pay deduct $2.5. which means i treat Prime- my work place, a plate of chicken rice.
today, 3rd mth of work i lost another $10 due to nets payment again. haha. which mean goin to treat another plate of chicken rice.
haha.

don noe whether its because i trimmed my eye brow. haha. more bad luck comin. haha.

the incident is due to payment of 11.6 but i nets it as 1.6. haha. so careless. haha. even da jie say mi. haha.

but i find its ok la. every fort mth, i treat prime a plate. haha.

hmmm. this morning went cine wif alvin n cin. haha
hmmm. nth much den.

feeling? haha. weird.
belief o nt?
reliable o nt?
truthful o nt?
friend o love?
haha.

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

hmmm. inferior inferior inferior.
hmmm. shld i believe o nt?
shld i change o remain?
y she able to win mi?
do i look really ugly?
where do u ppl think she prettier?
i don understand.
i always feel tt i win her until he told mi she win mi.
omg. speechless.
escape escape escape.
fine. tryin to escape.

y theres some ppl say i easy goin but some other say i secretive?
hmm.. which 1 is the true mi?
...
...

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are innocent, sweet, and young at heart. You present a purity that many people find appealing. However, you are often tired of people treating you like a child. Underneath it all, you enjoy being babied and pampered. You have been known to feign inexperience to get out of sticky situations. You fear getting old and losing your childlike charms.

Labels: What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

连哭都是我的错

分手到底是不是你要的结果
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱 记得那么多
怎么放手

也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说

连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错

也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说

连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错
哦...哦...哦...
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错
哦...哦...哦

hmm.. this morning went gym with my besty. haha. enjoy ourself more on chatting den exercising. haha. we r the chatter- box. haha. opps.

hmm. mayb i will set myself to go gym every wednesday.haha

in the morning, i treat 'kin- mo' o/n 'ah pui', 2 iced coffee. haha. spent me $2. haha. on monday, i treat cin, miko n 'ma`' , bubble tea. hahah
c i so gd sia. haha.

hmm. yong zhou , miko , hing rong n him.
haha. 2 malaysian. 3 of them younger den i m. haha
pls, i doesnt mean i mind their nationality. i just don noe hw to communicate with them. i really hope we will b very 'buddy' only. No ANY OTHER THOUGHT!!

i paint my toe- nail with blue vanish. haha. so wow!! haha.

tml goin sch rather early. den goin out with those gals. haha.
hmm. sometimes do find tt we r nt very close at all. so sad. on mon, i wan go ps but they don wan acc mi. haha. maybe they r really very tired. nt like me, 'chiong' until i sick.only rest when i cant walk. hahha. i will try my very best to closer our friendship bond. tts 1 of my aim here.

hmm.. yst while working, there this uncle who give mi $2 but he keep insisting he gave mi $5. so i return him $3 back to stop those nuisance. at the end of the day, my reimburse less exactly $3. at tt very moment i curse tt uncle for accusing mi. so maddening. its great tt miko is beside mi to cool my anger down. haha.=)

hmmm. i think tts all for today.

張棟樑-Strange 陌路MV
收錄在張棟樑第3張專輯"王子"

我们都知道感情是盲目
我们都知道永远是虚无
再一步就看见爱迷路
每一次拥抱就换来糊涂
我们都知道拥抱已麻 張棟樑-Strange 陌路MV
收錄在張棟樑第3張專輯"王子"
2007年6月1日全亞洲發行
感謝洛洛提供
歌詞Lyrics:
我们都知道感情是盲目
我们都知道永远是虚无
再一步就看见爱迷路
每一次拥抱就换来糊涂
我们都知道拥抱已麻木
我们都知道相爱不能继续宽恕
再服输就让爱情变成荒芜
才发现我们只缺了个地图
也许爱不该让步 其实应该很清楚
我们的爱 已经走到陌路
就让我们的爱情走到此结束
在一起没有幸福 就很迷糊
来时不由自主
如果相信爱是感动的最远处
那时幸福就会满足 让爱更清楚
我们都知道相爱不能继续算数
再服输就让爱情变成了荒芜
才发现我们只缺了个地图
就让我们的爱情走到了陌路
我知道 你知道 不会再不认输
就让我们完成这完美的演出
WU~~OH~~
那一刻 当你说要离开的时候
其实我想要再给你拥抱
OH~~
就让我们的过去走到此结束
再一次走到幸福不再迷糊
我会永远在乎
那时幸福就会满足 不再让你哭

this is a nice song. the lyrics. the singing. haha.
tml goin back to sch for lesson le. hooray. busy + busy =more busy.

haha.nw den i realise theres alot of stuff i nt yet buy. haha. mayb i will buy after sch. haha. don feel like goin alone.haha. hmmm, tml c hw things goes lo. haha. all of a sudden, i miss many ppl. haha. miss u ppl lots. haha. hope u ppl oso miss mi back! haha. hope u ppl r doin great n didnt forget mi! haha.

My Memory moh doo gee uhk hae yoh geuh soon gahn
noon eul gahm euh myun ah joo jahk eun eel doh boh ee neh yoh
You're far away dah deul soo up neun goh seh
sa rang hahn dah neun mahl doh gee dah leen dah neun mahl doh ha jee moht ha goh

jung mahl mohl laht joh geuh dehl ee luht geh dah shee mahn nahl jool eun sehng gahk joh cha moht het suht joh

ah jik nuhl sa rang hae ee jeh lah doh neh geh goh behk hahl kkeh
I want to love you forever
neut jee ahn aht dah myun ee luht geh nah wah hahm kkeh young won hee

Oh leht dohng ahn geuh dehn nah ae gah seum ae mahn eun shee gahn heul luh doh
ah joo muhl lee ee juh doh sahl ah eet sut joh

jung mahl mohl laht joh geuh dehl ee luht geh dah shee mahn nahl jool eun sehng gahk joh cha moht het suht joh

ah jik nuhl sa rang hae ee jeh lah doh neh geh goh behk hahl kkeh
I want to love you forever
neut jee ahn aht dah myun ee luht geh nah wah hahm kkeh young won hee

English Translation
My Memory At that moment I remembered it all
When I see those memories they seem so small..
You're far away in a place that I can't reach
I can't wait for these words of love to be said

I really was to blame
Will I ever get to meet you again?
I can't even imagine that
I still love you and now I'll confess that to you
I wanna love you forever
It's not too late
Be with me forever

For a long time you've been in my heart
Much time passes and still you're far away, but I will stay alive

I really was to blame
Will I ever get to meet you again?
I can't even imagine that
I still love you and now I'll confess that to you
I wanna love you forever
It's not too late
Be with me forever

Labels: my memories

This is a sad week for mi n my family n relatives.
my grandma is dead. Really cant control my emo. tearful.
i love u my grandma. this is oso the first time i saw my grandpa cried. so pain.
the wake is over. gt to back to work.

this song is nice.

JOAN TANG.
there's nothing wrong with mi!.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
I will live proudly .

♥School attended/attending: ♥XNPS , ♥JVSS ,♥ FTC KAPLAN CITY CAMPUS.
♥When was she born?? *20thmarch. *pisces.
♥What is her email address?? *joan_tang88@hotmail.com
She is =perfectionist?
= Good listener?
= quiet?
= friendly?
= ambitious?
= greedy !!( refer to my desire list! )
= sturbborn?

♥ SING
♥ Sleep
♥ Camping
♥ Eat
♥ Watch Youtube
♥ 飞轮海
♥ S.H.E
♥ 古天乐
♥ 林俊杰
♥ 小猪
♥ 偶像剧
♥ 杨晨琳
♥ 东城卫
♥ 贺军祥
♥ 好音乐
♥ Winnie the Pooh
♥ Pigglet
♥ My SEASONS SISTERS
(foong, jing, min and qi)
♥ My FRIENDS
( all who know me!)
♥ My lao pos
( yilin, S.T., cindy, lijing)
♥ My FTC gals!!
(caterine, maxi, mina, liu ye, carol and sukano)
♥ My lao gongs
(yilin)
♥ My Family members
♥ Drink HOT Green tea
♥ SUSHI
♥ Chocolates
♥ Musics
♥ Babies
♥ Aminals
♥ Sports

X Eat Yam
X betrayer
X stalker
X Liar
X Empty promises
X Cold Green Tea
X Loney
X left out
X Insects especially 'xiao qiang'

% jeans skirt
% True love
% Dress
% MORE NEW outfit
% MORE T-shirts
% BOOTS
% High heel
% shade
% a new spectacle
% Yoga lesson
% kick- boxin lesson
% Hip Hop dancing
% japanese lesson
% Pass my CAT n ACCA well
% Score Dinstinction in yr 2008/9
% Being more 'click' wif my friends
% Participate in volunteer work befor 2011
% reduce my weigh to 46kg
% New wallet
% Get a job
% Have a Levis jeans
% Get tanned
% Be more confident
% hair permed
% eyebrow trimmed
% frinch cut
% nokia6288
% video camera
% Perfume
% Get married in 2012
% get a new job